Off The Edge

Oh yes, life is retarded.

Kia Yee, Happy Birthday To You! Hoped you like the card & all that I've written inside alrights! Add oil for yr studies, I would be right behind you yo! :D

Oh well, not much things are happening. Trainings, schooling and talking? I've no idea (: Passed Kia Yee's birthday card to him yesterday. Laughs. Had pictching training, but it was more of physical that day. So, well. Drained. I got wrestled by Phoebe on the field, super funny can! Got rammed and kept falling down. Then Cheryl & Aqilah good, watch show. Then Phoebe kena by Aqilah. Look at how softballers can become so freakish childish & wierd. So yepp. Then tuition.

Headed down to the hospital to visit my aunt. Thanks Kia Yee & alien 1 for keeping me accompany by sms-ing (:

Alien 1, takecare in Malaysia yo! Remeber to buy back my chicken rice and um, bakut teh! I don't care if they say byebye before reaching Singapore! I WANT THEM NOW NOW NOW! Take care anw (:

Satisfied my craving for Subway, yesyesyes!

Don't Doubt Me

My crazy friends.

Normal school day. Shall not elaborate much, cause after-school life always rocks more! So after school, feast on my Moji. Then helped with class-deco a while, before heading down to canteen to meet Lionel. He with 1 whole bunch of friends, Swee Kiat they all. Then Benjamin came, laughs! They all call him hong-ster. Super funny sia! Then they crap a while, while eating their 50cents worth of delicious Ikan Blis, or however you spell it (: Then they study A-maths & POA, I over there struggle with Literature. A while, Benjamin left. Then he call me, say he coming back. Lame Benjamin Lee blahblah (:

Then studdyyy, then went 3rd floor. Cam-whored & keep talking & teasing Benjamin. Joel was so quiet. You guys what? Lionel have some problem taking photos for others. N0 123 de, he just click, then we all look so candid. Then Benjamin felt so unsure of himself. LAUGHS!

We all left, as I had tuition at 5.30pm. Then text Benjamin, Louis, Kin, Kia Yee & Daryl. My phone going to ka-boom soon! (: But it's nice talking to them thou. Although they may be mentally unstable. Hehe, kill me.

That's all. (: I love school. Yeah Kia Yee, thanks for advice. I know they're the best.

When You Say Nothing At All

Don't look at where you fell, look at what made you to.

I really want to make a difference in your life, cause you made a difference in mine. I'm born to edify the lives of others, but sorry, not to please everyone. Though I do. Laughs! Someone somewhere is going to say I'm bhb again, who oh? I wonderwonderwonder. Haha, funnydie. Say I copy him. Shingz your head up down left right.

Softball today. Louis wanted me to throw ball with him, but he didn't call me. Haha :D. Then pictched & blah, dismissed. Went Old Chang Kee, he ask me go dinner. So late then say, cannot already. Sorry Louis. Same other time eh (:

Home-d. Msn-ing with Syaz & Jun Tat now.

You will never know, but when I don't speak, I'm choosing the best words.

Love must be balanced by both happiness & saddnes.

Nothing much. Normal routine, school, lunch, homed. Go school just laughlaughlaugh. Ask me what I learn, I'll just stare at you and go " Laugh lah! " How great right? Maths lesson I was doing Kia Yee's birthday card (: Science, listened & MnM-ed. Fabulous right? Hmt better, face the other side of the class, got scolded. Turn back, got scolded. Laugh, even worst :D.

After school, headed for lunch with usual. Came home, studystudystudy. Used computer for Home Econs, but ended up poof, in MSN & Facebook. Chatted with Louis a while, and I'm going to die tomorrow.

Darren just irritated me on MSN just now, super funny! At that time, I really felt like strangling him :D. Darren, listen good. YOU'RE NOT THE BEST, I AM. Laughs, again. JunXiong asked me why I everyday laugh, then I had no idea what to reply. It just comes naturally.

Texting Kia Yee now, he know how to make dough for handmake noodles. Imma so jealous freakkk! He wants to be a chef, so ambitious. Wow :D.

Looking forward to school & softball tomorrow. Self-study? My aim: Laughlaughlaugh.

Crumply

Just came back from Pasir Ris with 2 monsters. Had optional training today, so I just went. Pitch then ran 4.8km. Laughs, 6 each time. So I went 2 times :D I was running, when I saw Daryl, then he said I dao him. Alamak, anyhow say.

So after that, headed down to Orchard walkwalkwalk. Tired like anything. Then went down to hospital visit Aunt. Subway-ed then homed.

The moment I reached home, Monster Yw called, ask me go dinner. Okay, traind down to Pasir Ris then ate at JustAcia. Was texting Daryl at that time for advice regrading something. He's old, more experienced. Daryl, don't kill me :D So, I've decided. 6 months from now. "Winks" You guys won't get it anws.

Then went to buy some twisted potato thing from Pasa Malam, cheapo neh neh me (: Who cares? Haha.

&yeah, sports really take your mind of everything.

I Think You're Nice

Only Aqilah know who am I referring to for the title :D I'm really tempted to, but I don't know how! And no, it's not about smoking or whatever you guys are thinking in your kuku head.

Thanks for being so understanding, you're reallyreally nice (:

But please give me time to clear of that mess first, alright? Haha.

Pitched for the whole training, arm ache like anything ): Kia Yee ask me relax & massage it. Laughs, funny. Saturday I want go training again, work on pitching. Good right? Of course, knew it.

Daryl is big, not tall. & he claims I was paying attention to him. Oh man! It's just like seeing an elephant on a road, and it says " Looking at me? " Compared to an ant, how big is an elephant, seriously! Yes, I'm referring Daryl to the elephant, and me, the smallsmall cutecute ant (: Great description yeah? Thanks.

Pitch pitch. Oh, grant me a strike please!

Love In The Helmet

Wa, school spells F-U-N. So does softball. Sorry about the previous post, it described how I felt. Got the past tense :D? Anyway, the first 2 pictures on top is my masterpiece. Jun Xiong, admit it! It's way better than your compo about that R21 thing! Too bad, I've blogged about it.

So, we had to do write down what are we afraid of for CME. Junxiong worte "Nothing". He went to the toilet, asking me to hand it up for him. So...itchy fingers me, needed some fame, so I wrote "Jenna" ! And ohmy! I didn't know that Mrs Tan was going to read everyone's paper out, so Jun Xiong freaked out, and I was hoping Mrs Tan picked his. But sadly, naughty little Jun Xiong ran forward and took his paper out of the box, when Mrs Tan was busy with her stuffs ): Yeah, spoil my funnnn! Sounds like story-telling, dosen't it? (:

Recess with clique & all. Got caught by Mr Kang by skirt. Okay, I admit that I was wrong in ym attire dressing, but I have to say, I was pissed when he caught me (: Stayed in the room a while, then went back class. He called my mother. A few others got the same fate too! (:

Stayed back with Lionel to study Science. Mr Lionel, teacher for the day (: ! Then went for tuition. Mummy met me afterwards, then dinner-ed. She talked to me about skirt & blah.

Daryl:

See, I good right? Blog about you. I want scold you, reallyreallyreally (: Laughs, you really scared the wits out of me man! & then, it all came back to football. I have to say, you're really fabulous -.- Hahahah! Scare me, you really really did. This, is for you (:

P/s. Jun Xiong's scared of mee! He writes R21 stuffs about me and _______. And goes on and on and on talking about Dibo, SpingeBob, Pocoyo & stuffs, with me all day long (:

All A Facade

Pictures taken on Saturday and today. Today was a stupid day, I really mean stupid. From my Brother to eating my M&M without my permission, to getting scolded for something I didn't do, to something that happened in school.

I'm really tired of putting on a facade, I'm really tired of living up to people's impression. Oh great, then suddenly, you popped up, wrecking havoc in my life again. How fabulous could you be! When I say "Okay", I don't mean "I'm okay". Don't you get the difference? I don't even know what's the cause of everything, since _______ didn't want to tell me. Okay, fine. F came up, adding to my problem.

Studies & all are killing me, and I really mean that it's killing me, slowly & surely. I know my logic is flawed, but I don't have the energy to bother about all these anymore.

School is what I look forward to everyday, but you, yes you, had to appear and confusion sets.

I'm lost, like a sheep without it's Shepard.

Just finished linking people, tag me to be linked anws :D Luvs. I don't think I can laugh tomorrow, my stomach hurts really badly. Don't ask me how does it affect me laughing, cause honestly, I have no idea either.


Really, keep your comments to yourself. I don't think he's that bad, as you made him out to be. You're not close to him, I am. You guys don't understand him, I do. You don't cherish him, but I do, with all my life. So I would appreciate it if you don't judge. Stop asking me why am I siding him and not you. Because, you know why? You started this, you made me turn my back on you. You made me sully my impression of you. I have to choose between him and you guys, I want both. N, C, W, grow up. I love all of you guys, is jealousy really the cause of everything?

If I Knew Then

I Love You.

School was being awesome as usual. Sitting beside Jun Xiong & talking to him, was great. H2h talks and talking about stuffs. Laughs, I bet with Jun Xiong, Humaidi & Zhong Gan, that Lionel Messi is black, and he's from Chelsea. Great, went home and asked my father, he laughed & laughed & laughed. So I lost, & yeah, they ahd a great laugh about this -.- Zhong Gan in Hmt class, show me Fifa 09, laugh like shingz. Hmt class, whole lesson laugh with Travis & Zhong Gan, they spray me, shirt wet :D. Had CCA fair today. Trained with Aqilah most of the time. Ate at Subway, I ate a footlong. Shi Ying bet that I couldn't finish it, but I did [: ! Mushrooms! Homed.

I Promise You

I'm back from camp! Awesome? Maybe [: Heh, cabbed to school with Aqilah, David & Izrafel. Laughter in the cab. 8bucks, yay. Did some stuffs before going assembly. Late -.-, great. Walked in front of everyone again.

I was freezing cold in camp, and I had no jacket or anything, lovely. So, I asked people. They only bought 1 for themselves. Asked Caleb, my gentle-man. He lend me, laughs! & it's red! Triple cheers! So I slept so well, but myabe, he's freezing ]: Wore it the next morning, then lunch returned him. So gentle-man :D! Lend pen from him also, I everything don't have. Aww. Then the guys tease me & all, haha!


Shared bed with Shiying on the 2nd day, too lazy to make my way back. Then perfomed showcase with Yu Lun. Funny like anything. He like terroist, I kept laughing. Okay, then camp over!

Went macs with Aqilah, Deanna, ShiYing, David, Izrafel, Wayne, Nicholas & Dennon [: Ate & talked & blahblahblah. Then cabbed back with David & Izrafel. Those 2 dears dropped me first, yay! Talked about *** *** along the way. Then they say the boys in their bunks kept ________. OMG. Then David asked the taxi driver if I'm "Chio", and the driver said " Better say chio, or not you guys won't pay me money. " Laugh sia! Showed them *** ***'s msg, they all got ghost bumps. Me too [: ! Haha! Homed.

No pictures, camera not allowed. Seeyou!

All Over Again

4th January 09

- Great, school was awesome, as usual! Woke up, phone got spammed, till I threw it inside my bag. Let it vibrate inside, smart. Replied a few, then off to Tanah Merah meet that 2. Izrafel was late, then we almost late for school. 6 of us, laughs! Cause girl clique waiting at aljunied busstop. Then crap all the way, prefect stare stare, cause we were almost late. Laughs. Then we walk in the middle of everyone, and I had to sit with Izrafel & Nicholas. Haha, Nicholas spill water, then keep laughing. Wang Lao Shi ask him mop, laugh till pain. Then briefing and stuff, joke thru it, but cannot laugh very loud. Homed :D

5th January 09

Met at Tanah Merah Mrt again [: ! Talked on the train and blah. School, laugh till I cried today. Thanks to David & Nooriman, gayness max :D There's this new girl in my class called Chan Ting Ting.

Convo between David & Norriman:

Norriman: Eh David, what's that new girl's name arh?

David: Ting Ting.

Norriman: That's not my name.

LAUGH TILL I CRIED, FELT LIKE WACKING THEM FOR DOING THIS TO ME, LAUGH UNTIL MRS. TAN WANT TO SCOLD. You guys got the joke? If not, nevermind :D Then some lessons, went with Aqilah buy shorts. Then went Mrt met David & Izrafel. Then laugh till cry again over there. My tears got problem, shucks :D Tomorrow we planning to cab, go pick each other.

Izrafel at Bedok.

David at Tanah Merah.

Aqilah at Eunos &

I at Simei.

The arrangement was uber wierd, like !@#$%^&. Then David say maybe his father can fetch, so yeah. Depends, confrence tonight with them I guess. Homed :D

I really enjoy school, very much. Looking super forward to camp tomorrow :D! Camp would be from the 6th to the 8th of January. Would not be updating very often, studies & all. Till then, take care :D!

If I Let You Go.

- Quote from someone's blog .
Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you.The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

If there's a boy that could fulfil this, I don't want him. How could love be so perfect, when I know I'm not.

Out the whole day, shop & shop & shop. I like Westlife, their songs are nice [: