I'm So Tired.

Oh hai :) UPDATES!


I've been a lifeless kid this one month. School > Softball > Home > Study > Sleep. Tell me I'm awesum, thanks :(


Am so tired everyday that the thought of skipping school never fails to attack my mind, hahaha! But I've been good, so far :)


Oh, on a more positive note, I'm adapting better to Upper Sec life! Mooofo.


Monday.

- I got reaaaaaly high today, ideal-less why! Hahaha! But that's good ah, makes me feel good about myself, hahaha! :) Had 2 tests today! Cheeeemistry, make me fall in love with you! Physicccs, you're starting to get hatable, ooops :(

After school was funfunfun! Played mud barefooted in the field, chicken rice. Bought Eggi-o-yaki home & I'm feeling so hairpee now I can fly up to the clouds, weee! Had a wonderfuuul dinner! That's the most important, ogay :)


Hmm, Home match tomorrow against Assumption. No pressure Jenna Chiew Kai Yi, no pressure, oh nooo.


AND DO I REALLY SOUND SO FUNNEH SPEAKING CHINESE?


Everyone's reaction :

Me: Oh sorry, I can't go, I got Higher Chinese class.
They: Oh it's oka..HUH? YOU TAKE HIGHER CHINESE?! -Starts laughing frantically-


Thanks, that sure did boost my self-confidence ah!


So...I signed up for Chinese tuition! Okay, who am I kidding? My mother did :(


I know my post seems very peektureless! :( It's okaaay. Chinese New Year Half-day!

That reminds me that I've a half day on Wednesday! So rare so rare, I'm so eggcited!


Excluding the "sao-xing" part that I've tons of homework to pass you RIGHT AFTER Chinese New Year. So not auspicious!


Today in class while talking about irony...

Ms Yeo: This is an irony. Travis is such a sweet boy! Sweet is the irony.
Jefferson: Isn't boy supposed to be the irony?


Hahaha! I swore I laughed super loudly :) Too bad for those that do not know them, hehe :)


I figured out that I might start to love Faith 3-1! :)


It feels great to procrastinate all your homework and just rest. But tonight, I can't feel that great, boo :(


Wait long long for my next update alright! It should be a detailed one ;)


I'm a girl, and though at times I don't act like one, deep down inside, I'm still a girl. A girl that'll not take the initiative to talk to anyone first. A girl that'll smile and wave at you without even knowing who you are. A girl that expects a lot from the person she dearly loves. And sometimes, this girl just gets disappointed like that.


Why am I always hungry?

Not Again?

This unsecured feeling is acting up within me again. Low self-esteem, jealousy, inferiority. Surrounded by people, but lonely deep down inside. I'll be fine.

Love Is Never Worthless.

Love. Love is a subjective topic, a controversy topic that will never get everyone to agree upon the same definition. Love to her would be her boyfriend giving her a goodnight kiss. Love to him would be when his girlfriend says back "I love you." Love to the elder is about growing old together. Love to the teenage is about the number of presents received on Valentine's.

What is love to you then?

When people talk about love, most people will think about boyfriends and girlfriends. But no, there are many different types of love in this world. And besides God's love & our parents'/grandparents', I think the next greatest love in line, would be the love among friends.

No one can do without friends. Friends make your life colourful. Friends brighten up your day, just like the morning sun up in the sky. Friends are like the fireworks in us.

The feeling is indescribable when...

You get a hug from your best friend after a long day.
You're sick and you get letters and texts from your friends asking you to "get well soon."
You're at the deepest point in your life & someone is there to reassure you that no matter how hard the journey of your life would be, they will always be there for you.
You need to cry & a shoulder is always available for you.
You know that your friends are so busy, but you're still their first priority above everything else.
You're told how important you are to them.
You know, their lives would be different without you :)

Love is extraordinary, so much so that sometimes, you can't even believe it yourself. Love does wonders to you. It can change your day from the worst, to the best. Especially a smile from your love ones.

Of course, those people that have gotten hurt or have fallen out of love, will always tell others to not trust in love and that true love never exists, or even to the extent by saying that they want to live a life without love.

Come on, giving up on love just because of one person? It's just like giving up a forest because of a tree. Believe in love my friends, because it's the only thing that can make your world whole and beautiful again :)

Love is not measured by time. Love is measured by the decisions made by the heart, to sacrifice everything else.

- Jenna Chiew Kai Yi.

If This Is My All.

Hello cyber world. As mentioned, would not be blogging so often & I didn't, so prolly a post per week? Hmm.

School has started & Upper Secondary school life is really hectic & even though O level is a year away, I am already starting to feel the stress! From waking up early for school, to doing my morning duty, searching high & low for all my various textbooks, walking up 5 flights of stairs everyday to get to my different classes and going home at the earliest - 8pm. Can you sense my misery? :(

Everyone's so busy, including me, including you. How are we going to set time aside for each other? Are things going to change because of our this? I hope not, I really hope so.

And did I mention...

Yes, laugh all you want. I'm serious about this!

Softball training every day for the previous week and this. I'm tired, but more to the mental side. Had my East Zone yesterday. I'm really sorry for all my mistakes. And team, all the best for our nationals. We know we can do this :)

Thanks Puang, Ren Jue, Nanny, Bra The, Ah Keh, Yanying, Siyang, Wenyan, Jiawei, Wilson, Junxiong, and Whackers.

If there's 1 thing I can't stand, it's arrogance. I believe people shouldn't under estimate people's ability. People's ability to win, and their ability to out-do us. Don't ever call people losers, because that makes us one ourselves.

There comes a point in life that you feel that love is the greatest thing on Earth. Love makes everything whole again. Love brings everyone closer together. And if you say love hurts, think again. It doesn't always.

This Is All I Got

I've a weird character. Some say that I'm someone easy to understand, while others say that not even a key to my brain could make them comprehend me. Words affect me a lot & it takes a lot of you to make me explode. Maybe even skills. When I'm frustrated, I phone up my buddy for a game of catch or maybe just a swing at the park. Nothing beats cuddling in bed with a good book & under the warm blanket. But of course, I'll still choose a plate of chicken rice over that. They say I'm interesting, or maybe even extraordinary. I don't like to go with the flow. Even the world's most expensive diamond can't attract me, but the cheapest roadside food will have me queuing up for it. The boys call me an Auntie, but it's just motherly concern that's all. I procrastinate a lot, & I like to think I'm the luckiest girl in the whole wide world. Lucky draws are stupid, but free food samplings will never waste my time. The field's my second home. Don't mention Art or Music in front of me. I'm not cultured. How about a healthy tan instead? I don't mind people copying me, because whatever it is, I'm still the best at being me :)

Those Things I live For

I'm back from my Annual Sec 3 Camp (5th-7th January). Camp was so-so, I still deemed Bintan's Sc Camp to be my best one ever!

• Got to know more about my new classmates.
• Bathed! Hehehe :)
• Was always looking forward to meal time.
• Did the pole thing @ high element & it shaked like a jelly fishy!
• Had quite a successful outdoor cooking!
• Was freezing in the night, hahaha!
• Cheers were funny. Pineapple, eh?
• Pretty campfire!

That basically summed up what I did in camp :) I hope I'll make good friends with Faith 3-1, though deep inside me, I'll do anything to have back Faith 2-2'10.

Hahaha, after reading 1 of my reader's tag, I decided to want to clarify something :) I know that at then end of my every blog post, I'll post something Italic & to most of you guys, it sounds rather lovesick. Like "How am I gona survive without you?" or blah blah stuffs like that. But I just want to say, I'm definately NOT in a relationship & promise never to be in one as long as I'm in Secondary School. Who is the person that I'm referring to, that's for you guys to find out, though I know you all won't bother to go to that extend, hehehe :) Just note that I'm not in love or fallen out of love or whatever. Because, everyone has a best friend don't they? :)

I shall reply my tags now! Finally...

Reader > Nope, I'm not, though it's often mistaken that I am in one, hehehe! Refer to my latest post! :)

Shumin > Heyho! :)

Sawasdee > Argh you, what nationality do you want to be next time! Hahaha, really nothing better to do! & you see me in real life like everyday! :)

Merissa > Nooooo, everyone says that when I posted that picture! :( Oh, I miss you many many too!!! :( And go pluck some hair from Chern Chern ah! Hahahaha! :) See you not so soon man! :(

Qianhui > Hahaha, yea! Saw your bloggie! :) Maybe I'll drop by one day, hehehe! & what hands on the BBQ pit? :)

Huiyi > Will tag & link asap! :)

Deanna > Man, we're getting the same mud teacher again! :( Argh, I'm still left with one! And how was your ROD yo! :)

Juehui > Hehehe! :)

Might not blog so often anymore. Not that I blog very often ah, but still...Hehehe :)

Boookies! HERE I COME! :D

So What Now.

There are some things in life that can't be explained. People say that there is always a reason as to why things happen. But I beg to differ. Sometimes, things just happen to you & you go, "Why?" You question, but you know that this is an unanswerable question. In life, we always have a mindset of how things should be. Rich people should own Ferrari. Poor people should be living in slumps. Smart people should belong to Oxford. So when I say "When you treat people well, they should also treat you you well in return." Right? Wouldn't everyone think this way? Maybe not think, it IS supposed to be this way. But look around us. How many people are getting treated like that? When people help you in any way, the least we should say is a "Thank you." But I'm sorry to say, even 2 simple words like that are being taken for granted. So what if it was your maid that served you that plate of food? So what if the cleaner was supposed to be doing her job by clearing your plates? They are not obliged to do those things at all! When people treat you nice, don't take advantage of them & climb all over their head & trample over them. They might not show you how they feel. And when they do get angry, don't you ever dare to laugh it off. Even the nicest people on Earth have feelings. They feel indignant, they feel like a servant. When we forge friendship with people, don't make it a love-hate relationship. Most of all, don't make it a mastery-slavery relationship. Don't push someone to their limit, or even beyond that. You'll never know. You'll jolly well hear the most forgiving person on Earth saying, " I hate you."

Thank you.