When You're Lost

Hey, I'm currently blogging in a dental clinic while waiting for Mother to finish her teeth-cleaning (: Talking to Natladda on Facebook now (Apparently, there's no MSN installed here). We're currently on a very important topic *winks*. I can practically feel fury coursing through my brain now, grr.

So, I'm at a point where I'm lost as to what to do. It's something pertaining to our friendship. Should we take the initiative to apologise first, or should we wait for her to do so? I don't know.

Anyway, let's switch the topic. Stayed back for the boy's softball match against Greendale yesterday. Afterwhich, went ot the counsiling room with Natladda, Zameer, Kave, Miss han, and the counsiler herself. Haha, no. I'm not there for some emotional problem or for rehab. Just went there for the feel of air-con. Ate dinner there and homed at about 7.30 (: Late for tuiton then. Oops.

Wise old man, thanks for the advices. Though you're a monster, you're one that would be fondly remembered :D. The hot milo incident huh, instead of scolding them, you scold me!

"Since when there was a school rule that said you could bring drinks up to class? So, don't blame your friends, for you were at fault first."

Okay, fine. Come to think of it, I was wrong :D. No wonder Natladda calls you Mr Wise old man. Wakaka!

When People Change

To be honest, I have no idea what's up with you. Let me ask you. Are we even worth anything in your eyes? Or in your eyes, do you only see him? Hey, come on. We've been best friends/sisters for the past year or so. Surely, we hold a more significant place in your heart than he does. I mean to say, don't we at least deserve that? And yeah, thanks for always showing us attitude and to make us feel paranoid as to what have we done to upset or hurt you. But as it turns out, it was just an "Ignoring everyone" game you were playing with him. There was no way you could understand how we felt. To you, it was such a breeze. You didn't feel anything when you decided to ignore us. I admit, I was angry. You chose to follow up on this game, rather than forfeiting it and talk to us. As best friends/clique, we progress forward together. Seeing that you stormed off to the toilet right after class, we waited outside the toilet, still tolerating your nonsense up till then. But, what did we get in return? A gesture of thanks, a word of thanks, or at least a smile? No. Your reaction was a far cry from that. You glanced/stared at us, and stomped off down the stairs. I guess you were too fast for us for we couldn't figure out your whereabouts then. I was thinking. Or should I say we were thinking "Wow, what did we do wrong this time?" It's weird, really. I was the victim of the hot-milo incident. But yet, I didn't blame anyone. And there I was, scared that you were angry at me. It's not logical is it? The thing that really had my blood boiling was when we saved a space for you outside the CMS for you to put your bag, you turned in the opposite direction & put your bag there. I don't know. Did he charm you or something? Why are you choosing him over us? Let's compare. How long have you known him compared to us? Speechless aren't you? Well, you ought to be. There's a limit to everyone's patience, and that includes us. Don't go on thinking that we deserve your attitude. Cause, you know what? We don't. Everyone of us don't deserve that cold treatment of your's. Maybe we did, in some way or another, offend you or something. I apologised if that's the case. But, don't you think you need to take some blame? The feeling's not nice when someone's showing you attitude. Yes of course, you've not experienced anything like such from us. The best we could go ignoring one would be say, 3 mins? You're way pro-er than that. You could go on forever & ever & ever. You're scary;you're temperamental. One moment, you could be in high spirits with us. The next thing we know, you're getting all emotional at a corner and totally oblivious to whatever that's happening. You think it's fun. You think it's cool. You don't appreciate our kindness. When we ask you what's wrong, you just ignore us. Hey, that hurts, it really does.
I know you might be reading this. I know you would know I'm referring to you. Every thing's awkward now. From best friends/sisters to practically strangers. Our friendship's strained but I hope that there's still space for us to come back together as one. I don't want things to end up like this.
I'm sorry and I hope you are too.

Yours sincerely,
JANDZSSSS, esp Jenna & Natladda.

When Sisters Fight

HEADLINE OF THE DAY - When things get violent.

Jenna Chiew from xia0na news here to report. Alright, the day went on smoothly for both I & Natladda, till Natladda decided to spice things up abit and targeted me-the poor, helpless & frail victim. Wanting to be in low profile, she found a quiet and safe from teachers spot-the toilet.

Intimidated of course, I could not do anything other than to obey her & put up with her monstrous attitude. From pushing me against the concrete wall, to cornering me with no escape, there was no way out for me. Yes, me. The small little girl.

I could not bear letting her win this battle, so I retaliated and acted merely just on self-defense. But, she played around with my actions & said that I was bullying her instead! How outrageous could this get? Me? Bullying her? Even if I did, to what extent could I go?

Going around spreading news to everyone, making me the villian instead. Wrath got the better of me, and that's why I'm here, exposing all her bad deeds, that always went undected and uncovered.

The verdict is yet to be out. Who would you guys believe? Natladda, the girls that always has an evil thought behind that mallicious smile? Or, Jenna that has no intention in mind in even killing an ant?

It depends on you guys. But, let me warn you once again. Children don't lie, so I obviously don't. Thank you for taking your time off to ponder upon my words & my side of the story. Sure, by all means, visit her blog http://ineedyou-bodoh.blogspot.com, for her doubtful side of the story.

Proudly reported by Jenna Chiew (7)

Faith 2-2

When Nothing Goes Your Way

Do I really live in a fantasy world? /; A world where everything seems perfect, a world that would never understand the real meaning of being hurt. Maybe what people say are true. I should snap out of my beautifully crafted world, and step foot into the world, where cruel, temptation and the real reality exists. But somehow, I think I belong more to the fairytale world. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to face the real world, the world we all are born in. Cause I believe in fairytales & I believe in that world, everything lasts (:

I guess school was alright, and I assumed it was for all of you guys too. Had a change of timetable & way no, is it better ): Recess, kept on crapping like some mad cows on the loose. But, I forgot what the topic we discussed about :D. Had a subject-combination talk at the hall after recess. Really listened (except for DNT, F&N and Art). Got quite confused. But it's alright, I'll just let nature take it's course. Shall not force anything.

After school, went to watch the boys' softball match against Greendale. It went on fine, till it started to drizzle and we were all called in the shade, as there was lightening alert (I think). Talked to Frazer & Russel there. Suddenly, had the crave for Macs. So, we ordered Macs delivery to school, when we could just simply cross the road to Mac's itself. Mad huh we? :D. Food arrived shortly after 3o mins. Game was postponed to Friday. That means I'm staying back again. Roar.

As we were packing up to go home, dumbdumb, morontic, idiotic Russel took my phone & hid it in his pocket. Obviously, I didn't know it was with him and in his pocket. So, panicked. Felt like sending him a flying punch! Hehe, of course I'm not so petty & violent. (Winks).

Walked to the MRT thereafter, and Russel made me cross 2 traffic lights. Laugh very loud (:

Hom-ed :D.

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY.

• I know something that you guys don't know. It's a secret between me & Frazer :D.
• I hate Monster. It's no big deal alright! That time, Liverpool beat Man-U 4-1 hands down! HUH! :D. Give you're face only, since you all are at home. Pff!
• Got pissed off by J just now.
• Never eat Macs with Frazer & Russel. 6 nuggets = 4. A packet of fries = 3/4 packet of fries. Only my drink went untouched. Miracle or what? (:
• Since when laughter had any remix version you ass hole Monster ? :D.
• & yeah, so what if my spelling sucks? Never wanted to talk to you in MSN anw.

Q: Which country has the most parks?

A: Korea.

Monster would chase after me if he does, by any chance, sees this.

Happiness, is it really that hard to find? Well, I guess not. It just depends on what's your source. For me, everyone's happiness is mine ^^

When You Can't Make Up Your Mind

Photos are all jumbled up :D.

Woke up with a bad flu today. Rest & fortunately, I felt better. The weather's getting more & more extreme. It was raining cats & dogs yesterday, & today was sunny like the sun had just struck 4-D or something. Mummy wanted to go to 313, so off we went. Before that, sent Brother to Expo as he wanted to "study", yeah sure -.-

Reached 313, ate lunch at Ramen Play. The food's niceeeee! Mummy said the ramen's smooth. Was ramen even suppose to be rough?! After lunching, went for dessert at Paradise Inn. Wasn't really a paradise. Mango pudding was kinda horrible (:

Then, spotted a clown or something. The type that knows how to magically make balloons into some animals. Aw come on! It's free! So, I just joined the quene ^^. Got him to make me an octopus. So cutee! So, that confirms that it should belong to me :D.

Went over to Taka, while Daddy went to do some fish spa (!!!). He said it's cause he was tired & there was free internet sufting, while letting those whimbly whombly fishes nimble on your toes. 1 word = Eeeww? But maybe I would try it one day (:

Famished. Drove over to Suntec for Crystal Jade. Home-d, cause Daddy needs to catch the BEST match ever tonight (:

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY.

• I seriously hopes Liverpool wins Man-U & then, I shall be able to prove idiotic Monster wrong!
• Pigs moo! Lions quack! Horses baa! (Inside joke between me & Monster)
• School's tomorrow, can't wait!
• I'm off to watch the match!

BYEBYE! I never said I love you (:

When Food's All That Matters

Picture 1/; Flinstone!
Picture2/; Japanese dessert Moji!
Picture3/; Japanese dessert, Moji with red bean!
Picture 4/; Mr Tea pot short & stout!
Picture5/; Chicken Toji!
Picture 6/; Stupid face 1
Picture7/; Stupid face 2
Picture 8/; Natladda in the rain!
Picture9/; Shi Ying!
Picture10/; Shi Ying take 2!
Picture 11/; Rain rain go away!
Picture 12/; Group photo!
Picture 13/; Blessed Jenna :D
Picture 14/; That water-saving thing!
Picture 15/; Smile before anything!
Picture 16/; CIP in the library!

This is going to be quite a long Ah ma Ah gong Ah Pek kind of post. So anyway, past few days were spent on softball & doing CIP in the school library. It's CIP alright, not CWO (: I seriously wonder how do libarains survive in that place! The books got my nose itchy & all, horrible.

Today, after CIP, (Slacking rather), headed to Singpost with Natladda, Shi Ying & Louis for Pasta Mania. Too hungry to even snap any pictures. Ate Chicken and ham baked rice with pizza! I don't care if you're jealous ^^. Afterwhich, cabbed to Marina Barrage. But the weather was not on our side, so we told the Uncle to go to Marina Square instead. But, the rain subsided, and we changed back to our original plan. We kept changing destinations. But, it's still Marina, so, hehe! Got wet abit. Went up to the 3rd floor to sit in the rain (???). Took picturessss! Intending to follow our back-up plan, we cabbed again to Marina Square.

Me & Natladda actually wanted a shopping-spree. But as it turns out, we weren't meant for that. So...Food settles everything doesn't it? :D. Went to MOF for desserts. After ordering desserts, we both (Me & Natladda) found that it was not sufficient for our stomach. Ordered main-course . Hehe! Pictures on what we ate above ^^

Finished, patted our stomach & off we went. Took a look at those money-eating toy catching machines. Monster said it was because I had butter & kaya hands, but I refuse to believe that! Self-deception or whatever Cheryl calls it. Does not matter as long as I'm happy!

Home-d after everything!

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY

• I kept on saying "You think you cute arh?" to Natladda.
• Natladda goes around squeezing people's cheeks.
• I'm currently debating with Monster if addmission to IMH is free of charge. (Someone, please kindly confirm our doubts)
• Frazer chio bu keeps on reminding me about the fall & he goes on & on & on about it non-stop. Eeks.
• Zameer is waiting patiently for me to finish blogging. Hoho.
• I need another food-spree soon!
• I have to wake up before the rooster does, tomorrow! ):
• I WANT TO SIT A HOT AIR BALLOON!
• Someone out there has real scary moodswings that terrifies me!
• I just realised I put my I-touch on banana skins. Slimy thing!
• I've nothing more to blog about.

You think you're cute is it? :D.

Stop Your Lies.

Do I seriously look like Chicken Little when I'm batting? Haha ^^.

Tomorrow going Marina Barrage! Yayness :D. Talking to Monster & Frazer these few days could practically kill me!

Monster: Eh, you know hor. The Night Safari's Girrafe right! IT'S ACTUALLY FROM THE ZOO LEH.

Me: Don't lie, you Idiot! Singapore not so cheap stake okay! Not like you, cheapo neh neh!

Monster: SERIOUSLY. I SAW WITH MY OWN EYES! They bring the girrafe over!

Me: Argh, fine. So, tell me. How did they transport the girrafe over? Fyi, if you don't know. Giraffe has a superduperfuperwuper long neck!

Monster: I know what's a girrafe okay! Hahaha, they, um, push it using trolley.

Me: (On the verge of fainting), Oh yes oh yes, you win. & btw, all girrafes look the same!

Monster: See, I told you. Singapore cheapo one! :D.

Lazy to type out Frazer's messages. Hahah! I want woo Frazer, the chio bu. Boys out there, don't snatch. This Chio Bu's mineminemine! HAHAHA, :D. Frazer's a guyyyyyy!

When Fatigue Overwhelmes You

Pictures are all here now!

It's only the 2nd day, and I wish you never went.