When People Change

To be honest, I have no idea what's up with you. Let me ask you. Are we even worth anything in your eyes? Or in your eyes, do you only see him? Hey, come on. We've been best friends/sisters for the past year or so. Surely, we hold a more significant place in your heart than he does. I mean to say, don't we at least deserve that? And yeah, thanks for always showing us attitude and to make us feel paranoid as to what have we done to upset or hurt you. But as it turns out, it was just an "Ignoring everyone" game you were playing with him. There was no way you could understand how we felt. To you, it was such a breeze. You didn't feel anything when you decided to ignore us. I admit, I was angry. You chose to follow up on this game, rather than forfeiting it and talk to us. As best friends/clique, we progress forward together. Seeing that you stormed off to the toilet right after class, we waited outside the toilet, still tolerating your nonsense up till then. But, what did we get in return? A gesture of thanks, a word of thanks, or at least a smile? No. Your reaction was a far cry from that. You glanced/stared at us, and stomped off down the stairs. I guess you were too fast for us for we couldn't figure out your whereabouts then. I was thinking. Or should I say we were thinking "Wow, what did we do wrong this time?" It's weird, really. I was the victim of the hot-milo incident. But yet, I didn't blame anyone. And there I was, scared that you were angry at me. It's not logical is it? The thing that really had my blood boiling was when we saved a space for you outside the CMS for you to put your bag, you turned in the opposite direction & put your bag there. I don't know. Did he charm you or something? Why are you choosing him over us? Let's compare. How long have you known him compared to us? Speechless aren't you? Well, you ought to be. There's a limit to everyone's patience, and that includes us. Don't go on thinking that we deserve your attitude. Cause, you know what? We don't. Everyone of us don't deserve that cold treatment of your's. Maybe we did, in some way or another, offend you or something. I apologised if that's the case. But, don't you think you need to take some blame? The feeling's not nice when someone's showing you attitude. Yes of course, you've not experienced anything like such from us. The best we could go ignoring one would be say, 3 mins? You're way pro-er than that. You could go on forever & ever & ever. You're scary;you're temperamental. One moment, you could be in high spirits with us. The next thing we know, you're getting all emotional at a corner and totally oblivious to whatever that's happening. You think it's fun. You think it's cool. You don't appreciate our kindness. When we ask you what's wrong, you just ignore us. Hey, that hurts, it really does.
I know you might be reading this. I know you would know I'm referring to you. Every thing's awkward now. From best friends/sisters to practically strangers. Our friendship's strained but I hope that there's still space for us to come back together as one. I don't want things to end up like this.
I'm sorry and I hope you are too.

Yours sincerely,
JANDZSSSS, esp Jenna & Natladda.