This Was Never Easy.

To play a sport well, you must feel for it.

Why is it that sometimes, the sport you love, the sport you play, can be the sport that makes you cry instead? I think the strongest people in this world, are not those that've been through a bad break up. I think the strongest people are the ones that gets insulted everytime, the ones that have been looked down upon, but eventually the ones that prove everybody wrong.

I always told myself. "We get what we work for." But after much thinking, I came to a conclusion. Sometimes, people don't recognise your effort. People don't see your sweat. People don't see those tears.

I got so much things to say actually. But I'm not sure if anyone feels like I do, so forget it. But it's weighing on my mind so heavily that I can't think of anything else but this. Don't ask me what happened. I'm sorry. People just have to understand that I don't feel like talking everytime.

These things. Please stop assailing my mind. I can't play my game well like that. Stop it.

Yes, stop it. Stop talking to me about Softball for now. I don't know what am I really fighting for.