Blessed Is Your Name

I do not know where to start. I just want to say that I love my bbf so much :') I was facing some rough patches this month & the last & those that know me personally would know why. I'm not going to reveal it here, but I just want to thank my bbf for everything that he has done for me this whole while.

A guy best friend is definitely different from a boyfriend. I'm not saying that boyfriends in this world is useless, but just that, the love each one gives, is different. Entirely different. There are some things that you tell your boyfriend about, & some things that you just don't. For a guy best friend, you pour out everything to him, :)

He is always mistaken as my boyfriend, (not that I have one though). Whenever people see me, they will ask me where is he. Whenever I say that I'll be heading out for study sessions, they'll always ask if he was going too. You know what I mean? There's just this connection between me & him, unexplainable.

You can say that we'll together, but not in the couple boyfriend-girlfriend way.

He knows things that nobody else knows. He listens to me like nobody else does. He motivates me in ways that I think he don't even realise. He's just like the guy at the finish line-Someone who never fails to tell me to press on.

When I was sick, I got texts asking me to "get well soon". I got a friend who gave me my homework all the way from his house. But what I got from him, was his help to help me buy porridge, which I flatly declined though.

Nobody would suddenly tell me that I mean a lot to him/her, but he did. Just a simple text form him, telling me how much I meant to him, made me feel like the most blessed girl on Earth.

When my Coach passed away earlier this year, I was unable to sleep at night. He assured me that he'll be there for me, even if it means giving up his sleep. It wasn't just words & no actions on his part. It was already close to midnight, (Not very late for you "owl" people, but it is to me), & he was still up talking to me, even though there was school the next day. He said that that was nothing at all, but to me, it was probably everything.

We had our fun times too. Be it teasing him about girls, or debating over nonsensical issues like whether fishballs or meatballs are better, I treasured every moment. I've had too many people entering & leaving my life, to know that I had better cherish those around me.

As a guy better in his studies, he would always try to help me, though he puts me off by talking in Chinese! HAHA! Although he may not be able to help me in every aspects, I still appreciate his help, because explaining to me is really an onerous task, hehe.

There's many more personal stuffs that he had done for me & I guess that's just for me to keep in my heart :)

He makes me happy. I thank God for him.

You. You might be reading this, & just want to say "Thank You", though I guess you've heard enough of it :)

The times we shared.